Forced Myself to Love You (matt)

If I forced myself to love you
Does it even really count
If I never felt that way
If I always had my doubts

If I told you that I loved you
Then I would have lied
If I told you that I didn't
It would tear you up inside

I convinced you it was love
I even convinced myself
But deep down I knew the truth
And how I really felt

I don't love you now
I'm not sure I did before
But now that it's over
It doesn't matter anymore