Why do i?

Why do you cry?
when there someone already at your side
why do you still feel lonely?
when you have a boyfriend who loves and takes care of you
why do you still want to change yourself?
when your boyfriend already likes you the way you are
why do you still not eat?
when your starving to death
why do i care for you so much?
when i know your already found your happiness
why do i still cry at night?
when your in another mens arms
why do i still wait at the bookstore?
when i know you will never return
why do i still can't let you go?
why?