I Lied

We were just normal friend,
waiting for the minutes to pass.
you tell the rest of them,
that you\'re asking her out after class.

i just smiled and said,
good luck,
with everything i mean,
why would i care i\'m just an ugly duck.

i went home and heard the news,
that she said yes to you.
i said congrates and left,
i should of told you the truth.

you tell my frend,
\"i think she\'s sad\".
no shit i\'m sad,
you\'re someone i wish i had.

i told you i was okay,
with everything i saw.
but when should i tell you,
that\'s not the truth.

i lied to you for the first time in my life,
i just needed to cover up the cries.
i didn\'t want you to know how i feel,
so all i can do was run and hide.

i lied to myself everyday,
that one say things will be okay.
but it didn\'t help just seeing you with her,
hoping that that was me and not her.

i lied to cover up the sadness,
of all the pain i feel inside.
maybe someone you will understand,
why i rather just run and hide.