I Go Through The Motions

I go through the motions.
Day in, day out it doesn't matter.
What they see is not what is there.

I go through the motions.
I laugh but there is hardly any joy.
I react, but that is about all.

I go through the motions.
Who am I, what do I feel?
I am lost inside and fell so alone.

I go through the motions.
If they could listen deep inside,
Screaming is all there is.

I go through the motions.
Will this ever be different?
What was it like before?

I go through the motions.
I am not who I once was.
I don't know who that person was?

I go through the motions
When did I become so weak?
I feel alone in a crowded room.

I go through the motions.