My mind cannot take anymore
There is nothing left inside of me.
It takes everything I have to do the simplest things.
I am so frustrated with myself.
Things I use to enjoy, no longer are as much fun.
One moment everything was fine then the world took a downward spiral.
Never in a million years would I have thought I would be this weak.
What I once controlled I have no control over.
My emotions, my feeling, my life, myself,
I feel like a failure.
I try to do the right thing and yet I seem to just screw up.
I have lost my faith,
I try to believe but I can not go there, the words will not come out.
Another area I have failed in, I am so weak.
My body is tired and my mind is drained.
Things I once enjoyed doing do not excite me like before.
The littlest things seem to take a lot of effort.
It is like I lost my life with her on that day
No matter how hard I try to be happy, I can not.
I am sad and I have no reason to be.
My brain will not shut down,
