What Has Come Over Me?

Why am I acting like I'm somebody I'm not,
being mean to everything that I got.
I don't know what has come over me these past couple of days,
but its missing up everything that I love with any word I say.
Every day, it feels like I'm just getting worse.
Could it just be my luck or just some really bad curse?

Am I acting like this since there is so much on my mind,
pushing away everything I care about and forgetting about it till i have too find?
I've been changing and it's missing up my whole life.
All it's doing is making my life be full of more strifes.
With school coming up and thinking about what life will be like,
it's making my mind role around like a pair of tires on a bike.

I hope that I act like the way I normally would,
before I lose something that I wish I never could.
Hopefully I get over what has come over me,
and hopefully everything goes back too the way it should be.....