Must Everyday End This Way?

by Raychil   Aug 13, 2006


Does every day have to be like this?
Ending with me in tears
For reasons I'm not sure of
And the doubt that always appears

Do I have to keep living like this?
Lying to their faces each day
Smiling at everyone
And pretending I'm OK

Do I have to keep on going?
With the pain inside my heart
That burns so bad every moment
And is slowly tearing me apart

Do I have to keep on doing this?
Stressing myself about every little thing
Trying to make sure it all goes smoothly
Or feel the terror of what mistakes will bring

Does it even matter anymore?
Whether I succeed or fall
Because honestly I don't know
My back is against the wall

Do I always have to feel this way?
Like happiness isn't meant for me
Like everything I do is wrong
And there's no one else I can be..

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  • 18 years ago

    by X~Angie~X

    Omg wow.i know exactly how u feel. this poem is so relateable.. cuz everything you said i can relate to.. its a very deep and sad poem. but i like it. u have amazing talent. if u ever want to talk just email me. i am here for you..
    take care
    luve angie