All i want to do is lay down here and die

All i want to do is die
right here right now
right in front of your eyes
would you cry
would you try and stop me
would your heart be riped open with pain
or would you just keep living your sad messed up life
like nothing happened to me
would you still love mommy
would you hug her every day
no you wouldn't
you are so full of anger
so full of hate
that you wouldn't give a dam
you would want to face it like a man
a man thats lost every thing
and now your losing your family
your missing out on me and mommy
and on mariah and darcy
what about me daddy
don't you love me
what did i every do but love you
daddy why don't you love me
why do you want to hurt me
why do you like to hit my head
why,why me
why not mommy
why do i want to die
why do i want to say goodbye
when you wouldn't even wave

-this is yet another poem about my messed up life but i won't be writting anything for awhile cuz something really bad has come up
untill then.
aunabeth