Lie it is Not

Lie it is not

I couldn't say it now
And neither wait till then
And cry for mercy
And cry for them
Not to hear a sound
From God shouting today
And fall a slash down
To make it black thy way.
I couldn't bear a second
Without the dream of yours
And walk in the cold heaven
And walk its only doors.
I swear not to bleed from you
But not to swear thy truth
Thou, a lie it is not to be
Thou, a lie not to do
You swear, yes swear you too.
In my home I shall be you
In your home you shall kiss me,
Kiss me not to say goodbye
Kiss me not to throw a lie
And because I asked you so
While sleeping on the bed to die.
I love you and not think I do
Since my hands were trembling today
Should I laugh, lie, and lay
My poem on the deep blue?
A flower could change to black
The blood could stop on melting
An ant could walk back
But my love will keep on rising.
Thy love is not to be calculated
Neither on papers nor on calculators.
My love is not a bird thrown away
Away to reach other bird's windows.
My secret is not the wine
Nor the mysteries hidden inside
My secret is written in poem
My secret is made of dimes
My dimes are not of gold
My dimes are not from hell
They are thrown from upper domes
They are thrown from his homes
My home is not of wood
My home is not of stone
My home is in your hands
Known it could never be blown.
My eyes are in safety
And safety is in your eyes.
Thy you can be my majesty
Thy I can never be your lies.
I swear to love you till infinity
I swear to be your queen
And if by chance tonight I die
Believe that thy lies
Where not what you've seen