I Thought

I thought I had it all planed out this life u and me had together never did I think this would happen to me? why this why now u came in to my life that day u changed me making me see sin iv never seen before making me fell pain iv never felt before,but yet u still come back for more ripping out my heart not knowing how bad u are hurting me i just wish u could see, see what u are doing to yourself not just fiscally but emotionally I cant keep u in my life I cant keep letting myself cry,cry over u I want to forget u its just I don't know how to i still think I love u