I feel so betrayed
I thought you'd keep my secret in the end
What did you forget?
That I am still your friend
Just this once you couldn't keep your mouth shut
As I hang my head low
Should I just start to cut
For something he now knows
You have betrayed me so many times
So many to count I almost forgot
Never to tell a single soul
How you always make me regret
They always say there's more than meets the eye
But then again there is you and I
Now there's nothing I can do
But fill up with hate and stare at you
I know sometimes we fight
But I never understood
How I can keep your secrets
But how you never could...
Should I even look at your as a friend
Knowing what you did behind my back
It should be the very end
Feeling inside like I'm going to crack
Somedays I won't take it
Sometimes I'll fake it
Others I will regret
But you still betrayed me nonethesless
You'd say "Well you shouldn't of done it in the first place..."
Breaking more of my heart then most
You know it hurts me I cannot lie
But I'd like to just lie inside myself and die
I thought I knew you
But I dont
I thought I love you but I wont
Cause now I know who you really are
How can I look at you without crying?
Because each time I feel like dying
Crimson tears roll over my face
You look at me full of disgrace
And ask without a clue "Dude what's wrong with you," I'd answer "If you only knew what you what you did to me inside."
