Not So Beautiful Blue

The Eyes of Blue
I hide behind are
Not the blue of
seas, and skies, and beauty far

Full of anger and hate
A depression so deep
It's endless in fear
Nobody know, Nobody knows

An aloneness that won't go away
A hurt that I feel everyday
The pain of the past
The thought of darkness around me

Nobody knows, Nobody knows
They think they do,but Nobody knows
The Laughter and smile
Behind broken trust and denial

The feeling of numbness
Hidden by dumbness
Nobody know, because Nobody cares

The blue I hide behind
Is not blue skies
But sad White lies