But, This Time I Can\'t Fake A Smile..

I'll learn to disappear,
so you can be happy.
I'll learn to hide my feelings,
so you can have your cake & eat it too.
I'll learn to walk by you without a word,
so I can fade into the distance.
I'll learn to forget you,
because I've already been forgotten too.
I'll learn to pretend I don't know you,
because sometimes you already do.
I'll learn to be gone with the wind, so I can be out of your sight,
& let you live your happy life.
I'll learn to forget about my hearts lonely call,
& pray you're happy.
I'll learn to ignore my head telling me I'm stupid for leaving,
& I know you'll be happy without me.
I'll learn to deal with the fact you already found the one,
but I can't be taught this over night.
So, I'll learn to cope with heartbreak, but this time,
I can't fake a smile....