Trigger to suicidal thoughts.

. . ." I wanna die " . . .

She remembers those words.

Each time she said them
her friends would sigh..
Not one
Asked if she was okay.
They just rolled their eyes
and looked away.
They'd say . . .
she just wants attention.
she thinks she's suicidal
did she forget to mention?
She had cut before
cut to the core.
Sliced herself open
then laughed about it.
Went to school everyday
in a black Linkin Park jacket.

No one was there.
no one knew.
Or they just didn't want
to believe it was true.

She was on her own.
one look in her eyes
and the pain was shown.

Tears fell every once and a while.
other times
she tried to put on a fake smile.

But when her eyes were filled.
the reflection of her scars were revealed.

Then she met this boy.
oh did he bring her joy.
she began to see what its like to be in love.
and that there is someone
who cares if shes here,
down below, or up above.
He cared for her more than anything.
Showed her that life
can be fun again.

She realized she was
hurting with emotional pain.
and after all
she wasn't insane.
She just needed to find a way to cope
with what she was feeling.
instead of running right to
the bloody flesh pealing.

She wondered
what she was put
on this earth for.
But he was the reason
he made her feel
like she was worth
much more.

She was fine from then on out
and when she felt depressed
with a frown
she'd write it all down.
In a poem.
or a song. this way
she knew she
couldn't go wrong.

- - -
This poem is about me.
And it's written for anybody
who is thinking of committing suicide.
I wont say your not hurting enough to kill yourself. i wont say its not worth it.but i will say. Its pain and suicide should be your last resort. find other ways to cope with the pain talk to anyone. Close friends,family, and try to get help. Living is so much better. People kill themselves to relieve pain. but how will you feel relieved if your dead? Think about it. Thanks comment please. bye.