My heart is so lost
it\'s been hurt so many times
each one an even higher cost
im tired of making painful love rhymes
i was always told that love was special in every way
what they didnt tell me
is that it can easily go astray
and even all the pain you endure, you refuse to see
a simple word
but yet the hardest to understand
the one so often heard
and the one where your heart goes by every command
how do you know when you\'re falling?
im still trying to figure that out
i guess it\'s when their name is the only one your heart\'s calling
and the only one your head wants to shout
it all starts with a simple kiss
under the stars when everyone is sleeping
you walk away but instantly their voice you begin to miss
and that very night you hear it again while you lay dreaming
but no, it never stops there
every moment with them is the best
especially the feeling of running your fingers through their hair
then making love with them is becomes better than all the rest
that one time turns into ten
each time better than the last
and each time a new rule is perfectly bent
also with each time all the previous heartaches begin drifting into the past
he is everything i ever wanted
but a relationship we can never obtain
by his lips, voice, and touch im always haunted
i want him so bad it drives me insane
so i sit here dazed and confused
not knowing what to do
wishing from the very start that i had refused
just so that i never began wanting you
