Tried to write a poem to say the way I feel about you, but once again thoughts of him over ran my mind. Cant help if I am growing and your standing still in time chance after chance only to be let down. Or was it that I just wasnt what you expected me to be. Now I am left hanging not knowing who you truly really are because every time I try to pull away you say something hurtful and it leaves me with a scar. Cant help if I am growing and wanting new things. Inside I kind of feel guilty though because you were always there for me. Still I cant feel like I owe you my life for the rest of my life I would never get any where this just isnt right to deny my heart of all its hopes and dreams. Just because you want to hold on to me. I mean not saying I would mind being tied down just not to you any more I guess is what my heart is trying to say. But trust and believe no other guy has taken your place. You still mean the moon the sun and the stars to me. But right now we just arent meant to be. Like a bird I will fly away but who knows I could be back for you. Just dont wait because I dont know if I will be back so soon. Just know every where I go I will be thinking of you.
