What would you do

What would you do?
what would you say?
if i told you i hate it,
and don't wanna be alive today?
cause i told you that I'm better,
and each day you check my arm,
for a small little sign,
of me redoing my self harm.

really what would you do,
if i went back to my old way,
if i told you i hate it and,
i don't want to be alive today
cause i swore to you I'm well,
but i no my heads not right,
please what would you do,
if i kill myself tonight.