It's been awhile

It's been awhile...
Since I last held your face
Our kisses that leaves mute trace
Since I last lost in your embrace

It's been awhile...
Since we walk along the street
And our hands perfectly fit
See your smile gorgeously lit

Yeah, it's just been awhile...
But now we're totally through
And I'm trying to live my life without you

But the pain I don't know how to render
And it all feels like sh*t
Mundane, wishing everything was over
Coz I still don't know how to cope with it

Coz I know in my d*mn heart...
It's just been awhile

**sorry..i was just feeling really sad while writing this poem