Summer love

How did i get here..
honestly, i have no clue
but this is where i am
breaking down, alone without you

you don't know how much this hurts
or how bad this feeling feels
but I'll try and fill you in
let you know how this cant heal

so hold your breath
and count to infinity
when your lungs start to hurt
and you feel like they're going to blow
thats what i felt, when i had to let you go

i knew I'd end up this way
i was sure I'd feel this pain
still i couldn't leave
no, i chose to stay

Now look at me
my heart empty
and these tears streaming down my face
i was hoping i wouldn't end up in this place

But here i am
wishing you would hold my hand
just one last time
another moment of happiness where i could say "it'll all be okay"
Oh, what a lie

so i guess I'll just wait
and hope for you to come back
but i know this will never be
because the only imperfection about this perfect boy
is he doesn't want to be with me.