How do I get used to being without you
When you mean everything to me
I can't believe you don't want to be with me
I thought with me was where you always wanted to be
Why did you mislead from the beginning
You knew I'd been hurt badly before
You told me over and over to reassure me
That you would never walk out that damned door
So I let you deep inside my heart
I let you steal the best part of my soul
Why couldn't you just show that you loved me
Instead you've left nothing but a hole
You couldn't even give me a kiss goodbye
You replaced me before you even walked away
It's as if you never ever cared for me
How could you act so cold to me today
I can't imagine going on without you
You were my wife, my lover, and my best friend
You gave me such a beautiful little baby
I will love you today and tomorrow, until the end
I just don't want to live in this pain and misery
It's just too much for me to try to bare
If it weren't for my little buddy Wyatt
I would end it all and you wouldn't even care
I really thought I meant so much more to you
I really thought you truly loved me too
I guess it was just all an act you gave me
I wish that God would make our love like new
I just can't get you out of my heart and mind
I pray for a miracle from God every night
I can see and feel you still have love for me
Us not being a together just isn't right
