I Have To Let You Go

I think back to times with you,
and find myself lonely again.
And I think of how much i miss you
and if it will ever end.
There are times i long to be with you,
times I long to hear your voice.
You woulndnt believe how much I miss you,
Even though it was my choice.
No matter how far you are in the past,
you remain fresh within my mind.
And though you may not know it,
I think of you all the time.
But I cant go on believing,
we'll be together again someday.
You were mine to hold once before,
but I threw that all away.
I must move on for it is my fault,
It was my mistake I know,
just know that it just breaks my heart,
but I have to let you go.