What do i want?
I want to know she feels the same,
though she can't be here,
i need to know she wishes she was
when she crosses my mind
from day to day,
i want to know that I'm
in her thoughts
when i hurt from not having,
she tried to dismiss the broken heart she carries,
on days that i feel
empty and displaced
i want to find peace in the fact
that I'm not alone
i can only wish that
after she kisses him,
a faint aftertaste of me remains
when i go to bed feeling lost
she wakes up not sure
of what she wants
to know that when i pick up a pen
she just put hers down
finding happiness with others
but being complete together
when the rain falling upon her face
covers up the tears
and she feels alive
pools of radiance form in me
and drown out the apathy
when she can't find happiness
with me
i want to find it for her.
this is what i want...
to know her...
to know myself...
...but maybe i already know
once again, this is a poem my guy friend wrote n asked me to post, all comments n votes appreciated, thanks!!!
