Take Heed, Not True Enough

You let me go, you let me fall
You let my tears hit the floor
You released my hand, you walked away
You told me you don't want to be friends anymore

I make you cry because of my pain
You can't handle all the things I say
You say I'm not a real suicide, that I don't truly hurt
Well Willow, my tears wash all your words away

We made a promise
To always hold on
But no, you had to let go
And all we had is all gone

I'm the one who can't tell you anything
Because you pretend my pain is all lies
You don't believe the truth, you don't want to hear it
Can't you see all the rain cloud in my skies?

I'm no longer pure, you made me hide your secrets
You made me listen to all your problems, why can'y you listen to mine?
Is this really what you want, to let me go?
Is this what everyone told you to do? Fine

Push me away, Willow
Just push me away like dirty trash
Just let me go, just let me leave
Just you watch the tears that I now dash

Make me think that I was doing good
Make me think that I was helping you
Why are my problems so bad compared to yours?
Just because I wear black doesn't mean the pain isn't true!

Just throw me away, just leave me behind
Just let me go from your hand, your friendship gone
You didn't want me to help, you didn't want me
Maybe you didn't want me all along

I'm not good enough for you
My pain isn't TRUE enough for your ears
Go on, you know you want to blame it on me
Just post your problems along with my tears

I'm not the problem
I'm not the one to blame
Don't keep telling everyone I'm okay
Because Willow, your bring me the shame

So now I'm going to sit here and wonder
How long it took me to try not to bleed
Thank you so much for making me feel worthless
And now this last word take heed

Goodbye