Hurt

I can't believe I've been so stupid,
I always fall for the wrong people.
They either cheat on me,
Or turn me against my friends.
Why do I attract the idiots?
I was told it's cos I can't say no.
One guy in particular,
Has hurt me the most.
He said he loved me but it was all a lie.
There's so much in life I don't understand,
Why is there so much pain in the world.
If god existed then there wouldn't be all this hurt,
It's a good thing I don't believe.
I feel like I want to die,
But I sound so desperate.
And if I die,
I'll be giving him what he wants.

As far as I'm concerned he can go to hell.