A Razorblade Romance

As you lay beside me
you ask how I can stand it,
letting the whole world see them (the scars)
how I can deal with the strange looks,
the mean glares.

How could I have lived so long in such dispair?
You wouldn't understand, its too complicated.
You dont know what it feels like
to be in love,
with such a dangerous thing.

A love, that only brings pain.
Thats what youd see it as anyway -pain-,
but really, it brings relief.
It eliminates the pain -for a while anyways-.

You dont know how good it feels...
the kiss -the kiss on my wrist-
letting the blood flow out,
its like letting go of all the bad, all of the regret.

But I just cant tell you the way I feel.
Youd just ignore it anyway,
just like they all do every single day.
They dont care, its almost as if they enjoy seeing me suffer.

Cant you see it?
The pain in my eyes,
the fear in my voice,
the death in my tears?

Are you even afraid of losing me?
I bet youre not.
You wouldnt even notice,
if I chose to do this.

Can you picture it now? If you wait too long, this is what'll happen,
Ill end up gone,
if you dont try to fix things,
if you dont try to help me,
if you dont start to care...

Im telling you, it wont be long until...
Were dancing to our very favorite song.
When I tell you I cant do this anymore.

You and I are over,
youre the reason why I started anyway.
All your lies,
they wre just to make me cry.

Im telling you now,
this is our last dance,
for you've lost me to my razorblade romance.