Holding back my tears,
as I type this out.
The conversation we had
keeps playing on my mind.
The words seem so real,
As if itâ??s a knife and cuts my heart.
Words have said, meanings have conveyed.
Thereâ??s nothing to hold back now.
You want us to go separate ways.
How can you do this?
I canâ??t bear to leave you.
How can you request this?
Donâ??t I mean anything to you?
Donâ??t tell me the time we spent,
Was a waste of time?
That you force yourself,
So happiness can be mine?
I thought I know you little brother.
I thought I knew.
I donâ??t want to leave you.
I donâ??t. Never!
But if this makes you happy,
I will follow your order.
Your big sister means nothing you.
I mean nothing to you.
In future, if you change your mind,
I will be here waiting for you.
I will be here welcoming you back,
With wide open arms.
For now,
I may not be your sister.
But you, young man,
Will be forever my little brother.
