I Dont Know

The sky is cloudy

It looks as if it will rain

As my right hand glides against this metal fence, the feeling in my hand begins to fade

I wish my heart would do the same and lose feeling or just become numb

I keep thinking about you and me

And as another seconds goes by it becomes harder and harder for me to breathe

Although my is heart still beating, the pain increases more and more

I cant stop crying, I've pulled on my hair and thrown myself to the floor

I thought I was your cause because you told me so

But I guess I wasn't enough

You promised no more cutting, you promised not to purposely shed blood

I feel so lonely

I'm definitely scared

I have no way of knowing the pain you have bared