Yes I cut my self the look of blood makes me feel relieved
It just cures so deep
I donâ??t think of suicide cuz I wanto c my sisters grow
Yes im holding on to life
Cuz I donâ??t want them to b like me
Im not afraid to look into their eyes and tell them im sick
Yes I bruise my self intentionally so I could hurt my self
I know they need an older sister
Im afraid to drop them leave them clueless about the world and whats hidden
Under his hypocrite face
Yes I lost too many blood this year and im not frightened or apprehensive to lose more but I feel one day I will fail cause I carry too much pain
I cant let this thought take over I love them from the day they first came
