I Sit Here...

I sit here
waiting
wondering
worrying
thinking bout u day in night
i want this to stop
i want this to end
i can never be with u
im sure ur giving up by now
im sure u dont want this
i think it would be easier
if i would have gone home
what we had was true
what we had was real
what we had will never be
u could be anywhere right now
u could be with another girl
u could be having the time of ur life
i sit here
in pain
in want
in fear
in hate

but yet still in love...