Heaven and Hell

Having you was heaven
You leaving must be hell
God controlled your heart once
Now Satan knows it well

Your cold heart will betray you
You troubled soul it lies
For the pain and suffering you inflicted
For letting our love die

For tearing apart our family
Your selfishness and sin
Why do I still love you
And want you as my friend

Loneliness surrounds me
Betrayal steals my love
You let me go so easy
Your Retribution.....from above

The words you say contradict the
Actions that I see
My son is all I have left
Don't take him away from me

I miss my friend and wife still
The darkness covers all
Come back to me my darling
No need to beg and crawl

Depression is a killer
You help him take my life
Jack Daniels the anesthesia
While you kill me my dear wife

Most say I am so foolish
Other say my love's in vain
For wanting you still Brandi
For sure I am insane

I pray to God to reunite us
Each and every night
To end my misery and suffering
Or turn out all the lights