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by Danielle   Aug 16, 2006


I HATED YOU FOR LEAVING ME
YOU ALWAYS PUSHED ME AWAY
THE GREATEST TIMES WAS WHEN IT WAS JUST US
HOW COME WE COULDN'T LET IT BE
WE'RE BLOOD AND I COME FROM YOU BUT YET YOU STILL CHOOSE HER AND FREELY GO THAT WAY
MY GREATEST MEMORIES ARE WITH YOU
SLEEPING UNDER THE STARS,
WATCHING THE SKY CHANGE FROM PINK PURPLE THEN TO BLUE
YOU UNDERSTOOD ME LIKE NO ONE COULD EVER
YOU KNOW WHY I PUSH EVERYTHING AWAY SO I CAN DRIFT OFF INTO MY OWN MARS
I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS YOUNGE AND MY BURDENS WERE JUST WAY TOO HEAVY
YOU PULLED OUT THAT OLD GUITAR AND TOOK ME AWAY CARRIED ME UNDER YOUR WING ESCAPING INTO YOUR SONG YOU ONLY SANG UNTIL I NO LONGER FELT EMPTY
I EXPRESSED MY EMOTIONS IN SO MANY WAYS FOR WHICH ONLY YOUR EYES COULD SEE
YOUR THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE AND TAUGHT ME TO BELIEVE I GAVE SO MUCH OF MYSELF WITHOUT MUCH OF A COMPLAINT I WANT YOU TO KNOW I DO LOVE BOTH OF YOU BUT SOMETIMES ITS A LIL TOO MUCH THE ONLY EMOTION KEEPING ME SANE WAS WAKING UP FEELING THE WARMTH OF YOUR LOVING TOUCH
BEING WITH YOU FELT SO REAL AND RIGHT AT HOME
I HATED TO LEAVE BECAUSE I CRIED I BEGGED I EVEN SCREAMED AND STILL FELT ALONE
I GUESS I'M STILL NOT OVER THE DIVORCE AND TO DEAL I PUSH IT AWAY AND NOT REMINSE THE PAIN I HIDE OF COURSE
A WARM COMFORT I GET WHEN I REMEMBER SOME OF MY FAVORITE MEMORIES AND NOW DAYS TO PUT MYSELF ASLEEP I RETELL MYSELF YOUR OLD BEDTIME STORIES WITH EACH DEPART IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER TO SAY GOODBYE
BECAUSE I'M HARDLY WITH YOU AND TIME JUST GOES ON AND FLIES
ALL MY LOVE.

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