A letter i shouldnt have seen
brake down into tears
anyone
any words
and it was her
what is that supposed to mean
her now knowing
or just very well hid?
i shouldnt be feeling this
twisted emotions
i thought id dug deep
maybe forgotten
only now its worse
i know what everyone else thinks
but her
noone suspects
another hidden secret
a twinkle in my eye
but just to make a joke
maybe not.
a letter
a wish
to me.
i know there is no chance
or was
but a pacentage
to bring a smile to my face.
Some wed wine
or a drop of whiskey
childhood movies
a tear from my eye
never thinking you noticed
now begging im right
mixed feelings
dyed hands
havn\'t stopped crying
i\'ll miss you
you dont know
a drunk night and i\'ll tell you
but for now
I\'ll just sit here in silence
