Smoking

As i sit in a corner thinking of people and moms and dads
I wonder will it be happy or just old boring sad
I can't see into the future,not see beyond today
People say they can but just take it day by day
There are so many questions in life i could ask in life like......
Why do we smoke when we know our lives will not last
Why do we take cocaine,all it gives is hell and pain!
Why do we want to end our life before our time is up
Or do we just take drugs to prove that we are tough?