A Silent Struggle

A silent struggle
The tears won't fall
Doesn't anyone care?
Anyone at all?

I really need
To break down and cry
Why did this happen?
Can't I die?

I feel restricted
Tightly confined
Why couldn't this happen
Some other time

I feel different
Way out there
It doesn't seem right
It doesn't seem fare

I just can't cry
It tears won't come
I silent struggle
For my loved one