This is just a text.. I have no where to place it. I think it is a poem, but just inside my head. It hurts just so much inside of me. That it\'s killing me.
I have trusted him, so many times. I have known you for so long. I went, and I didn\'t leave you behind I was in your heart. You knew that I\'d be back.
When I was back, i found out, you were with your ex.
I was hurt. My world was tumbling down inside of me.
You wanted to marry me. Have my childeren. Grow old together.
You promised me so many things.
I took you back, you were confused by her and me. She hated me for no reason, she yelled, swore everything at me. I never said anything to her. He still lives with her.
You go to him once more. You know he loves you so much, and that he would miss you so much.
You take him back. He tells you he loves you so much, and that you are his soul mate.
You leave once again, and he knows that you\'re coming back in 3 months.
Four days later, he writes you an email, and says that he needs space.
He loves me still. But he loves two people.
He hurt me with that.
He lies.
This morning I got a text message saying that he for now doesnt want any contact with me.
I died.. I only have two friends. They live at the other side of the world. I dont have anyone. My world, my past, everything. My life is upside down.
He has hurt me so many times, that I think low of myself. I think I\'m not worth anything.
This hurt, is unbearable.
it kills me.
But after all of this. I still love him with everything I\'ve got..
I\'m sorry that this isn\'t a poem. I just wanted to say it.
Please tell me what you think of it. Or send me something what ever you want. If people can give me advice yes please. I ve been on this site for a year now. I cry sometimes what people write. It\'s beautiful and put with so much passion. I respect everyone on this site, with what they\'ve been through.
If someone can give me advice, because I am lost. i really am, I don\'t know who I am anymore.
wolffmoon22_@hotmail.com if you want to contact me. I\'m sorry again that this isn\'t a poem...
