I understand,
There is a fight,
But none in sight,
The reason is wrong,
So I make this song,
To remind me,
That what I see,
Might be,
That big blue empty sea,
The one I loved,
Is now gone,
She has been shoved,
Out the door,
I am all alone,
In my box,
My box gets smaller,
As the day goes by,
I just sit and cry,
I feel depressed,
Sharp pain in my chest,
She may be gone but she hasn't left,
I climb out of this confinement,
I run till I have to sit,
I run up a hill,
Like there is no time to kill,
I sit at the top,
Feeling that I should be below,
I never should have made her go,
I sit on this hill,
Pop a few pills,
Hoping it will kill,
The demons inside me,
I didn't see,
Because what made me free,
To hold on put up a fight,
Keep your love in sight,
Don't let it go,
Out all alone,
Cause this box inside me,
Is not one u can see,
Its one u can feel,
It hurts worse then a knife,
Stings with every good memory,
Gets strong with all the bad,
Now I bleed,
To take back this evil deed,
Would be rid my punishment,
I dont deserve to go free of charge,
I am a suspect at large,
The sharp pain worsen every time I think of her,
Strengthens every time I think of what I did,
With the bad memory brings the demon closer,
With the good comes his strike of his giant claw,
It feels like a giant dart,
Gone straight threw my heart,
I sit in the dark,
I hear his laughter,
Striking me faster,
But one thing I dont understand,
Is if every time he strikes,
He laughs,
But he bleeds as I,
The demon in side me,
Isn't a demon at all,
I back against a wall,
He gets closer and closer,
With all my power,
I push I shove,
I come to realize,
The more I shove,
It reminds me of the one I loved,
He gets bigger and stronger with every attempt,
So that must mean,
The demon inside me could only be,
My burning love
