I cant even look at you
every time i see you
i feel as though
my heart cant breathe
its like a pain
you could never imagine
so unbearable with all the hurt
i cant think of you
the image in my mind
makes my eyes water
struggling to keep the tears
from flowing
to speak your name
is like choking
on everything that i have
i get this feeling in my throat
that makes it hard to swallow
you stole my heart
away from me
never to get it back
you left me alone
crying for months on end
making my trust disappear
and my hope vanish
you gave me nothing
except this pain so deep
its been so long
but i still remember
the day you walked
away from me
how is it that someone
who hurt me so deeply
could still appear in my dreams
why is it that i think of you
almost every night
before i go to sleep
will it ever end
can i ever forget about you
or will i be stuck like this forever
~ how can i hate you so much, but still love you with all my heart~
