You pick me up and we go to the park
our park
We need to talk
but Im too sad and confused to speak decent, delicate words
We fight
Whats new?
You start to cry, you make me feel horrible
We talk about ways to fix us
how to solve this
There is no solution
We talk about how happy we used to be
I laugh, thinking of an inside joke
but your eyes tell me there is nothing funny
I give you back your things
a bottle of cologne, a t shirt and your fav baseball cap
you give me back my braclet
that 3 dollar, insignificant braclet that i slipped onto your wrist one night (and even though it wasnt manly) u promised to always wear it
now it hurt SO bad not to see it there
I cant take it from you, my hands are shaking and my eyes are SO blurry from trying to hold back the tears that i can hardly see
I let the tears fall
you kiss me
but I pull away, only by pulling away i realize i cant resist
I kiss you back with everything in me
Its a pleading kiss
Your pleading with your hands, your lips, your eyes
You want me to stay, but i know its time to go
I look in your eyes
The moment of truth
I dont see what I used to
Im not in love anymore
You can feel it, I know because you turn away
You say its too hard to look at my face
Im sorry i hurt you, but u hurt me too..this is as hard for me as it is for you
You reach for me and hold me in your arms
I breath you in, while the tears form again
I untangle myself from your arms and start to walk away
Expecting you to call me back
You don't
I look back one final time and see the love of my teenage life
I see the laughter,tears , joy and pain
I silently thank you
didn't want to put it in this category..but i didn't feel like correcting my mistakes...
i know this is more of a story..but i like it..i wrote it that night i got back from the park.. Comment please...
