Reflection in the mirror

I thought I was all by myself
That I had to walk these empty halls alone
That I only had myself to lead me
I felt like a brain dead clone

The lines were so crossed and blurred
I tried my hardest to be strong
I smiled and brushed away tears
I pretended that nothing was wrong

Life is not perfect it is far from it
But I never though my life would get this bad
I am so messed up I do not know what I want anymore
It gets me so frustrated and mad

I saw you in my dreams
But I never saw your face
But now I’m tearing apart the seems
And I’m finding who you really are

I thought I found someone who really cared
Someone who understood and never questioned me
Who knew my thoughts and feelings
And knew the answers and where to find the key

Maybe I found my angel
The one I needed for my protection
And just as my life was turning around
I realized you were just my reflection