A beautiful disaster

It's crawled under my skin
This feeling I can't bare anymore
Of you not being next to me in my life

It's eaten away the happiness you granted me
Taken away my smile
And I no longer feel like me

The me I was when I was with you
I miss who that was
I miss you
I miss the way you loved me

That feeling I felt relaxing in your arms
How I could spaz out
And you would only laugh with me

Your kiss I still feel upon my lips
Your arms I can still feel wrapped around me
I can still feel you

Your prescence
Right next to me
And when I look for you and you're not there

It's as if my heart breaks over
And over again
Do you realize the damage you've done

You've entered the recess of my mind
Opened my heart
And planted yourself deeply into my life

Do you see how I bleed now?
For I can't help myself the way you did
For there is no one else that can
Who can love me the way you did

Care for me
Test me
Drive me insane
Yet make me want more

Do you understand what you've made here?
A mess
A catastrophe!

Incredible
Oh so ridiculous
And so beautiful it can't help but be flawed

So beautiful you see
What you've made here
A beautiful disaster