Being unhappy with myself, is of course only my problem, unless i choose to put my issues onto another's shoulders; which i have.
The others only wanted me for one reason or so he says, and yes i do agree with him. He states simply that i am pretty.
It all just doesn't make sense to me, i shouldn't want boys to like me, i shouldn't want that type of attention.
Is it so wrong that i want someone to like me? Is it so wrong that i want someone to find me attractive? I guess to him it is, for gods sake i am 17 years old, i think i am entitled to at least that.
Once his little girl, always his little girl i guess in his eyes that is all i will ever be, and the only thing i want out of life to him is a boyfriend that wants to get in my pants since according to him that is all they seem to want from me.
