Empty

I don't know feelings are suppose to feel. i have no more
feelings, no thoughts that are real. i don't know how food
should taste. i don't know how to not move at such a fast
pace. i don't know how to be sorry for what i do. i don't
know how to live here with you. i wish i knew how to
handle the stress. I'm trying my hardest and doing my best.
i wish i knew how to be sober. know how to be clean. work
on myself and be happy with me. no more feelings, no more
pain. no emotions to lose or gain. a empty mind. a frozen
heart. i wish i knew where to begin. know where to start.