Heart broken death

Dying on the inside
I don't know what to do
I'm sitting in my room crying tears of blood for you
You never cared about me
and i'm sure you never will

Alone in the darkness
nothing but the sound
of my heart beating
and falling to the ground

It feels like the end
my time is up
I grab the knife and hope for luck
I hope that you will save me
I've waited so long
but you never showed up
so now i'm gone