So in love with you

Boy you broke me when you told me you love me cause for a long time now i thought i was doing alright without you but then you say all the things you used to say to me that made me feel so good and you made me remember the way i feel about you and i hate you for it cause now all these memories are just racing around in my head and i dont know how to get rid of them and it makes me sad because all they are now are memories and i could never have those times back and i thought that was OK cause i tricked myself into believing i didn\\\\\\\'t enjoy those times but to say all these memories mean nothing to me would be a lie and now i miss being in your arms cause you made me feel incredible on top of the world even it was like in your arms i was protected but nothing in this world made me feel better than when we kissed cause just for a second everything was alright and you know i still remember our first kiss and how u kissed me first but i didn\\\\\\\'t kiss you back because i was scared and i remember how every five seconds you would tell me you love me and how you would call me as soon as you got home from school and when you were wrong i loved how you would keep apologizing until you knew i had forgiven you and all the things you said i dont know how you did it but you made me believe you and i feel stupid for it now because it seems now that forever ended too soon and i thought it never would