I made many mistakes.
Now I'm living my life in shame.
I knew better, but did it anyways.
Felt bad afterwords, but did nothing.
Now days, weeks, months, and even years last I'm wishing i never done those things.
There is no way i can explain my actions for all the reasons why i did them, for all the reasons why i did have left me.
The reasons seemed so good at that time, now i can't remember a one.
How could so little things be things that are so big now?
I don't understand, yes they were mistakes and i will now live with them.
But why does it hurt so much?
IF ONLY I KNEW
