Dieing inside

So many emotions,
So many thoughts,
Running through my mind,
Can't get them to stop,

They desperately seek a solution,
Don't want to wonder anymore,
Where I stand in your life?
The issue it refuses to ignore,

Just let me know,
Put my mind to ease,
Don't let your feelings,
Be a mystery,

If only I could tell you,
If only I could ask?,
The questions that taunt my mind,
But when im with you there held up all inside,

Inside I'm screaming,
Yelling my lungs out,
Shouting in silence,
Drowning in doubt,

What's holding me back?
From letting you know,
Is the fact that I love you,
And I'm scared you'll leave me and go.