I have made so many mistakes in my short life. I wish i could go back. I know i can't go back in time. I just have to go on with my life. Its hard but i know i have to for my family's sake. I have so many Friends that care but none of them understand whats going on in my life. Some know more then others. But none of them nows all of it. I can't blame anyone but me for my mistakes. I made the choices, i scewed up. I can only learn from them but how. I shouldn't have done what i did or acted the way i did but i did and now i have to pay.
