Field Of Dreams

Are you real or just a mere thought?
Will you still be there when I awake?
Is it just all a rush and for naught?
Your answers I wondered how to take.
I searched for you by a little stream.
You are always so elusive in my mind.
Everything changes or maybe it seems.
Sometimes the mind can be so unkind.
I see the sky full of clouds at dusk.
The moon shines with a big crescent.
It is like I can savor your musk.
I know you are there; Your present.
You are always just beyond my touch.
But I feel oh so close to you somehow.
Sometimes the feelings are too much.
I have this lump in my throat now.
I will find you in my near future.
We will talk of so many schemes.
When we are both more mature.
Laying in a field of dreams.