Internal Thoughts

I'm seeking inside
to find my place.

What my purpose
must be, in this
forsaken space.

In a corner crouched,
i bleed in despair,
unrepaired by wounds
from fallen tears.

Where were you
when you said
you'd be there?

Where was the love
when you said you
cared?

I never expected
to much from you,
just a talk to help
me break through.

I cannot go on
without you here,

I'm bathed in blood,
near death and in denial with realization.

Unable to escape
from the pain that
turns me to tormenting
expectation.

Haunting me,
it creeps inside
while voices spread
beyond me in
surrounding ways.

Never sleeping again,
I bury myself in a
darkened grave.

Seconds from death
I forget you are there
and die with a single
last breath.