When everything is hurting and u just feel like you can break into pieces and die right there at that very moment u feel utterly confused and the question in Your mind is.. what is this? Well think about it its called pain!.. and it actually stalks you every moment. when your stomach feels like to fall apart and break down n u feel as though as u can die right now ....when u wish that there was something better.. but theres not... You should just forget about that horrible weather that this pain has brought... this is whats kills me deep down inside of me and it makes me feel like ripping something apart of me... about me.. even sometimes everything! i just wish everything would go away! ... i just want this pain to go away it hurt so badly that its affecting my body ... this is sickening is more than just a rude awakening and its worse than having a bad night mirror .... the more i try to run from it the more the pain comes back to me... as i run from the pain.... i guess i should just hide the shame.. and just wait until the day...
